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[Dec. 26th, 2004|06:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | journey~ Don't stop beliving | ] |
This was the best christmas EVER
I got the dior bag that i wanted it big and beautiful and its the rasta collection which is the best dior collection ever
I got a gucci perfume the newest fragrance my ma bought it for me at jeffery
and some small things
and.... drum roll please
over 700 $$$$$$ worth of gift cards at my favorite stores to do some serious damage caching caching reppin the bling bling ha ha
dean and my moms boyfriend came over
good christmas
i cant wait to spend all of this money
plus my birthday is coming up all you bitches and losers and ho's
so im getting mad presents for that
SCORE
DONT STOP BELIEVING HOLD ON TO THAT FEELING
it goes on and on and on |
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| Letter to santa |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|07:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the verve bittersweet symphony | ] |
Santa All I want for christmas are these things (plus my fab gifts that i am already getting)
People I don't like to go Fcuk themselves and leave me alone, I dont like you dont talk to me
I would like to get out of rehab and stop getting pee tested three times a week making it impossible for me to smoke pot (which i enjoy greatly) and drink, (ditto) I would like to live like a normal teen santa and all the slightly normal teens that i know drink and smoke pot etc.
I would like to have a later curfew, because frankly santa 11 o clock BLOWS compared to my old curfew
i would like my mom to get off my ass all the time, santa that would be excellent
And i would like a beautiful gentleman under the tree right next to my dior rasta shopper,
thanks a bunch
xoxo coco
P.S I know I haven't been the best girl this year santa but Im trying |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|07:34 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | I Believe In a Thing Called Love | ] |
haven't updated much crazyness. Last friday went to dinner with melanie and her friend Yasmin, then on sat saw my brazilian Marianna Saramento. We went shopping.
This WEEk
This friday me and jessie went to this shoe store and i bought the cutest pair of shoes. They're like vans but they have hearts on the front of them and when you separate your feet the hearts split. they're cute. And then me and amy and jessie went out to dinner, sushi. and then we went to magnolia got cupakes. and then we went back to my house and went crazy. here are some pictures
( i get by with a little help from my friends ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|08:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The darkness- I believe in a thing called love | ] |
Soooo haven't updated in a while, sorry to the Loads of people who are reading this ha ha. school's going good. really good there are a lot of fun people in the school, fun times on the train riding wit people, fun times at lunch and break, Fun times in Math class ha ha the whole other two people who are in it, whatever its fun!!. Fun times in group, my little groupies I love you but i need to get out of that shit hole or imma lose my mind. Umm people getting on my nerves but its all good, ill deal with it.
Today group after school then went got a coke with one girl (cant say names confidentiality) and then went to go sush with C,
Got an A+ plus in creative writing A- on chem test A- on math test, damn im doing good. I think this calls for a shopping trip dont you ha ha but of course. tomorows going to be fun going to steven's house. Gonna have a ball. see you later peeps
pics will be coming soon xoxox coco |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|09:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Revolution~ The Beatles | ] |
I started school last Wed but I only had half of a day because the first half was getting introduced to all of my teachers, and getting a tour of the building. The people there were really nice and everything, it was just really different than my old school. The people and everything. But everyone was nice so. I just dont know anyone there so it's kind of uggggh right now but i know it will get better. After that went to group. Im a little confused about my new school i dont know anything about it or the people in it. I hope it gets better. People were nice though its just i dont know anyone there. Ohh well wait it out and see what happens
thursday
It was my first full day of classes, and i got to know the people a little bit better. I still dont know a lot of peoples names even though they introduced themselves to me, i just cant remember. After that i had to run on the train to group and i took the wrong one so i was fifteen minutes late ugggh and then after that i got something to eat with chris and then he left and i went home, thats it thats all so long |
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| sorry i havent updated |
[Nov. 5th, 2004|10:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kiss the boys are back in town | ] |
So last weekend lizzy mallory and pippa and lizzy's boyfriend brian came into town. We went the saint marks, and then johnny rockets and then walked around, had fun.
But..... most importantly i am staying in this wonderful city. I got into a school by John lennon's old house. Im going to love walking by that every morning!!!!! And group has been exciting as usual. Meeting new people every day <3.
November 5,
i met my dad and we went to the apple store to fix my computer,cause there was something wrong with the battery. so my dad had to leave and my mom had to come to by a battery for my comp and a case for it so it stays pretty. and then my dad came back and bought me a pink ipod mini gorgeous. so thats pretty much it i have some new pics
( Read more... ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 28th, 2004|12:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | angry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I'm Only Sleeping the beatles | ] |
well today i made cupcakes because my fucking mother said i had to be more productive so i made cupcakes. and i ate like ten of them cause i was so board. then mom came home and we walked around a little bit looked around for baby presents for my 18 year old cousins baby fun. Then went to rehab group where i started screaming at my mother, ( cant tell you about what it is that i was yelling about because of confidentiality purposes, we have to sign something when we go for intake so its all on the hush hush) And i wound up getting so mad that i walked out, more like ran out of the stupid family session where there were like 10 families mothers fathers sisters brothers and the the drug addicted kid. Uggghh i was so mad shes such a bitch sometimes, and then I walked from the center all the way to some random diner , got a diet coke with lemon when i wanted regular but it didnt matter i couldnt taste the difference and then i called ruthie like five times but she didnt answer, so then i went to starbucks started breaking down crying and a lady asked me if i were ok and i said i was fine thanks but she followed me out and asked me again if i was fine and then she offered to buy me a coffee, but i said i had money and i walked away, and then i sat at some random stoop smoked to cigarettes and called ruthies house and her mom told me she was at her dads, so i called her dad and took the train over all the way over to china town, and then my and ruthie sat in a cafe and ate a desert for at least an hour, while i cried and bitched about my mother. then i came home made up with my mom and now im going to sleep cause ive had a long hard day |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 26th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | stressed and materialistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | She Will Be Loved | ] |
Today I walked all over the city, I went from my house all the way to soho and then to the rehab center. On the way to the center I stopped at urban and bought a really cute wool skirt with hearts all over it. And then after rehab me and lena went to a cheap lingere store and I bought a corset top, but the boob cups were a little big, (you were right lena ha ha my boobs are semi big, but theyre not that big) afterwards we went to jonny rockets and had a milkshake and fri's.
FUn Day!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|04:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | colt 45 | ] |
last night I saw marianna My friend from brazil. I hadn't seen her in a while scince she switched schools and i got expelled, so she was in the city for the weekend and we went to magnolia ( only the best bakery in the city) ahhhh banana pudding at cupcakes, I got two cupcakes and pudding, but its the best so i was willing to splurge. we waited on line for like an hour waiting to get in and then we went to the park to eat. Mari invited me to go to club avalon with her but i didnt think my mom would let me considering im being punished and all. We walked home got some magazines and vitamin water ( ha ha like old times) and then we hung out for a while at my house. I think im going to see her again next weekend yayy, here are some pics from last night
me and mari waiting online for magnolia
mmmmmm banana pudding
me and my glasses ewwwww thank god i dont have to wear them a lot |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|11:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giggly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ignition~R kelly | ] |
today dim sum with the dad, then bought a pair of shoes at david z, then went to group, then went to union with a bunch of the people from group (groupies lol) and ha ha um did something with a certain something from staples ahhhhh fun times, i wish i had pics but i didnt bring my camera. so fun |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|07:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hey ma- camron | ] |
I still dont know where im going to school but i refuse to go away to school. I want to stay in NYC baby. Today had dim sum with the pops and then i went to get my glasses, they still werent ready, and then went to group, which was fun, then a bunch of us went over to pick up my gucci's. then went over to leena's and went home, and thats my day!!! fun huh???? not really, but it will get better soon. It's never too late..to get it all back ~ American Beauty
"Well the First Days Are the Hardest Days
Don't you worry Anymore (Cause when life looks like easy street
there is danger at your door)"
The Greatful Dead
given to me by miss weetie manzi
Xoxox |
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| Pics from the BUsh PrOTest |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|07:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Terror Squad - Lean Back.mp3 | ] |
here are pics from the bush protest GO KERRY!!!!!!! I wasn't actually protesting ( i shouldve) but we ( me and ruthie) were At a cafe while this was going on , and the pictures are ohhhh sooo interesting
The protesters and the Giant PENIS
The WHOLE WORLD against BUSh
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| new york film academy @ PriNcEtOn |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|07:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nostalgic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 1985 | ] |
PRINCEton was great, i miss everyone , well almost everyone, Sooooo much
Jiiil at the museum of moving pictures
ME and MARILYN
Me and Jill
Miss Cashman
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|05:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | and missing everyone | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 1985 bowling for soup | ] |
THe LaSt DaY's
me and nathalie on the second day
kate, i miss you girl
molly asia and mallory
me mallory , katie, emily and nathalie
Molly
Nathalie and katie
i miss you katie and thank you so much for the note xoxox
Re, Erica ( i love you so much and miss you) Jamie (AAHHHHHHHHH i miss you Girl i love you so much thanks for all your support xoxo) and lila
Lean and mallory |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 16th, 2004|11:48 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Ms. Hilton (remix) | ] |
please lets hope this works |
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| ahhhh nothing to do, or should i say nothing that i can do |
[Oct. 16th, 2004|06:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jojo baby its you | ] |
this really blows ( ha ha) . I cant go out, and i cant drink, and i cant smoke anything besides cigarettes. So ive been hanging out with the peopple in my rehab group before and after the time we have to be there. So i have been smoking so much ive been through almost a pack in one day. Cause thats all ive been doing. Sorry to who ever is reading this, but cest not my fault, im under lock down, for now. |
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| a day in the life |
[Oct. 15th, 2004|12:17 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | she will be loved~ maroon 5 | ] |
i havent been taking any pictures because i havent been doing anything at all. but i did go to the eye doctor today and i have to get glasses. ughhhh but i dont have to wear them all the time, ill post a pic with me wearing them. Theyre so cute theyre like a bluish greyish purplish color and they're Gucci!!! YESSSS. In rehab group today i played with the tamogotchi that me and leena got, so we play in group with them, cause its so boaring. And this girl who i was in rehab with at arms acres kept on repeating the fact that i got expelled. So i turned around and yelled "YeS i got kicked out of school WHAT part of that DOnt your UNDERSTAND??????? I was so mad and every one in group was basicly appluading me for what i did. I might go to school in the city now, and im super excited
xoxo coco |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|12:00 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Hide your love away | ] |
today was pretty much getting us introuduced to the usual purnell nazi everyday rituals, which was loads of fun of course. i mean first we all had to wear our uniforms to breakfast of all places, and then they gave every one identical matching shirts that said the same thing on everyone to make us blend in more. I was just waiting for them to ask us to shave our heads or something. I mean i know it must sound like i really hate this school, but im trying to be postitive about things this year. ANd i dont hate this school. I like it quite a bit. There are a lot of great people here. Well after breakfast we had a flag ceremoney, and after that soccer practice. we only did drills but i had so much more fun than i would in dance. THen some learning center bullshit and then more soccer. We scrimaged in the rain which was sooo much fun. We were sliding around in the grass and everything. It was easier to get back into soccer than I thought. ANd then i thought why i ever wanted to do dance and not this in the first place. We got out early to shower thank god, i had grass particles and all sorts of shit all over me. the din din, then some poetry reading. The lady sounded like she was fucking o'ing on stage. But whatever gets you off right, some people its a goodlooking guy so her its a good piece of poetry. Afterwards hung about had like ten people in my room. Then went to visit ashanti and kaite with julie then hung out in the hall with kaite and then went back to the room. Mr witcomb wanted to come in but i told him i was but ass naked and he got nervous i think ha ha ha. of course he wouldnt want to walk in on a 16 year old girl naked. of course not.
thats it, the end of the day. i still have that stupid summer reading to do.
xoxo coco |
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| first day of junior year |
[Sep. 7th, 2004|03:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I Believe In a Thing Called Love | ] |
first day, im really glad to see everyone, and everyone, well most everyone seems really excited. It looks like its going to be a good fun year. I have a cool roomate, and Tay's coming back. Ill post pics later from the first day back |
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